31.5.11

a verse

Such is the way of the world
That it can't be undone
Thus when I rise up
Nothing can beat me down


Quite derived from Eddie Vedder's "Rise"

27.5.11

Formeel tot op het Bot

beleefd op het formele af
gaf ik hem woorden
en hij sprak als een machine -
eerstegraads brandwonden
maakten hun voorzichtige entree
in mijn inwendig stelsel
en sprongen op als tranen
in mijn ogen

ik had zo graag gedacht
dat de lyrische persoon
overal kan bestaan


men lijve mij niet in
ik heb-ben mijn eigen lijf
en als je iets van me wilt
krijg je niet alleen iets
maar ook me

25.5.11

Live Review: Britta Persson and Last Days Of April

This live review is meant as a reminder of an evening in venue Ekko in Utrecht, where two great bands played beautiful music ... in front of barely-an-audience. It is also meant to rightly glorify the musicians involved, and also to pick on Ekko a bit.

Britta Persson was in the Netherlands for three consequent concert dates, of which the last one was Friday, May 13. After Paradiso, Amsterdam and Rotown, Rotterdam, Ekko in Utrecht had the honour of having her on stage. Having only recently discovered her music personally, I bought my ticket to the show well in advance: in all my anxiety I expected such brilliant and cross pop music to perhaps cause sold-out shows and a new big hype.

Worried as I was that the beauty of the music would disappear into the hipness of the crowd and anxiety of the musicians to live up to these massive expectations, my surprise couldn't have been much bigger when I entered an Ekko where at most twenty people seemed to be enjoying the supporting act Last Days Of April, which had just started to play. Of this band I knew even less than of Britta Persson, even though through the years the name had been popping up every now and then - but don't blame me for not having been all too curious in the past; let's be honest, the band's name doesn't necessarily inspire to look up what may be behind it. Yet, the week before the show I looked up some of their video clips on youtube and was positively surprised: the band appeared to carry a very honest and direct sound, with which they create beautiful, mostly compact songs with nice, quite addictive melodic hooks. I got my hands on their album 'Angel Youth' and was very positively surprised.

It should be said that Karl Larsson, guitarist and vocalist of the band, has been the main force of the band since 1996. The other members on stage, of which I can only hope to say rightly that the guitarist / pedal steel player's name is Anders Pettersson, are rather new to the band, but as Anders said after the show, this should be a stable line-up for the future, so that Last Days Of April will remain a nice place to rest your ears in the musical landscape. Their music is very dreamy and has a hopeful if somewhat resignation-like atmosphere...a very ripe melancholy would be a fitting description perhaps? In any case: every song is crafted carefully and executed with lush discipline. The pedal steel playing interweaves beautifully with the other instruments, and sometimes takes the music to another climaxing level. The guitar sound of Karl Larsson is beautiful: one can directly hear the attack of the strings and feel the passion he puts into every chord or lick he plays. A beautiful band!

Then, after some delay, presumably because Ekko has some trouble with fixing broken cables on stage, somewhere after 10 pm Britta Persson - "The Band" - steps on stage. I hear afterwards that this band, except drummer Per Nordmark who has been playing with Britta half his life, is also quite newly formed. Oh, and Johannes Borgström has also already played on at least 'Current Affair Medium Rare'. But let's skip all the findable facts, and over to an objective view of the show. The show is great! Opening with a very cool drum build-up, Britta and band in the first three songs already show to know how to bring a tight yet diverse array of pop songs. Slow and sweet, up-tempo and with humor, or sometimes with a little bit of subtle venom (mainly in the lyrics; I will come back to that). Despite the stupidly empty room, which must have made the band feel a bit dubious, they play great, and sound and look like a unit that has been playing together for a long time already. The vocal harmonies are wonderful and add a lot of strength to the songs. Especially the voice of Anso Lundin, who also plays keys and brings in some percussive energy (energy!), is a golden combination with Britta Persson's voice!

All my fears were ungrounded: the band playing here is all-natural, and I am sure that whenever they will be hyped, they will remain all 100 % "Britta Persson".

After slightly more than forty-five minutes, the band already disappears to re-appear again for the encores. Luckily the few in the audience with me make enough noise to convince them to play some more beauties for us (even 'You Are Not My Boyfriend' gets played, yay!). But then...at approximately one minute past eleven, in the middle of the intro to another encore, Britta puts down her guitar and say "Well, I guess that's it then, no more. Bye!" The band looks as surprised as does the audience. Anso says from behind the keys "Quite an anti-climax, isn't it?". But alas, the band goes off the stage.

A mystery. Indeed. Read on for the resolution.

At the table where CDs are sold, and where I buy the beautiful new 'Gooey' from Last Days Of April and 'Current Affair Medium Rare' from Britta Persson, I hear the adventurous story of Last Days Of April and their ten-hour drive after a reparation to their car, only to play this one show in the Netherlands as support for Britta Persson. Next time they come by, we should be willing to do the same to see their show...and appear in greater numbers! Or we should all go on a roadtrip to a show of theirs in Sweden!

And then the big surprise. The bewilderment! Stupefaction! I ask Anso Lundin what that abrupt ending of the show was all about, and she tells that Ekko just shut down the power at eleven - because the show should have ended at eleven! Really, wh** *** ****!!! Those people at Ekko, the same ones that perhaps delayed the show, pulled the plug like some neurotic, disinterested, etc. things! This has not been the first time that Ekko ( perhaps they are too self-absorbed, just like the discjockey playing crappy superficial music in between the shows; or dominated by the security/doorguard who couldn't care less about the music?) disappointed and tried to spoil an otherwise great evening with much more potential. Which really is a shame, as materially it is a great stage and there are enough friendly people around. Ekko, live up to your potential. Damnit! Next time a great artist passing by and being lured into your place shouldn't be so embarrassed and taken aback! It should be a great evening, one big party, a celebration of high (pop) culture!

Oh, and back home it is delighting to listen to their visually neatly finalized records and read along with the lyrics in the booklet. Britta Persson's lyrics have great twists that I didn't notice when hearing the songs without the lyrics close at hand; one seems to hear to the words more consciously when one reads them along being sung. A great example is the song 'Annoyed To Death', which has beautiful and righteous venom directed towards an ex-friend.  Maybe this is what the person Ekko sings after doing the things s/he does:

"But hey, they don't know what it is like
How good it feels to watch you get
Annoyed to death."

23.5.11

L'Expression de la Liberté

The expression of freedom

Het spreken van vrijheid

Spreken van vrijheid

START!

Mensen spreken maar al te graag over de vrijheid om te kunnen spreken, om te kunnen zeggen wat men wil. De consequenties van die woorden vallen ook onder de vrijheid van hun uiting: ieder is natuurlijk vrij om daar naar eigen goeddunken op te reageren - anders zou er immers geen sprake zijn van een in gelijke mate verdeelde vrijheid.

Maar wat is dan die vrijheid? Voordat we onze drang tot vrijheid van meningsuiting voorop zetten, moeten we beseffen wat die vrijheid is: waar spreken we over als we "vrijheid" zeggen? Het moet meer dan een gevoel van "vrij zijn" behelzen om enige grond van rechtvaardiging te bezitten voor alles wat er in naam van die moderne "vrijheid" wordt ontworteld en in de kiem gesmoord. Deze discussie wordt echter nergens centraal gevoerd, op plekken waar dat zou moeten gebeuren: in nationale en internationale politiek, vanuit instellingen met universalistische claims zoals de VN, op militair en economisch terrein.

De discussie moet aangewakkerd worden vanuit elke porie die de samenleving bevat; zij moet gaan leven, een natuurlijk onderdeel van het dagelijks leven worden, een bewustzijn dat niet weggedrukt kan worden door mediadoofpotten of politieke zwijgzaamheid. Een genuanceerd denken over het concept vrijheid kan alleen ontstaan vanuit een mengelmoes van stemmen en oren die elkaar de ruimte gunnen. Pas dan kan er in de eerste plaats sprake zijn van een ware ervaring van vrijheid: vrijheid ligt niet in je eigen ervaring besloten, al wil menig politicus of politica je dat nog zo graag doen geloven - en menig persoon neemt het maar al te graag verlekkerd en gemakzuchtig aan.

We zijn nog lang niet zo ver dat we kunnen weten of we ooit "vrijheid" kunnen ervaren. We kunnen dus nog niet eens valideren of het wel bestaat buiten het idealistische humanistische construct om. Maar dat betekent niet dat we er niet eens een keer écht en fundamenteel werk van kunnen maken.
 

Niks mooier dan een kudde schapen zonder herder en zonder hond?

Of moeten we dat comfortabele vachtje eindelijk ook maar eens een keertje af durven leggen?

10.5.11

Bluf

Dus dan weet je het vast:
houd je maar vast voor wat komen gaat,
al heeft het geen zin,
want ik blaas je toch omver,

mee in de stroom van overrompeling,
over loskomende bodems
sleur ik jouw ooit rotsvaste vertrouwen;
ik had je nog zo gewaarschuwd

maar jij onderschatte de kracht,
je weet toch,
ik zei je toch,
ja, niet dan,
wat dacht je dan?
komt-ie dan,
ik zeg het je! jajajaja!
(ik zei nog zo)
dat het mannetje er staat
en in alle luidruchtigheid
niet luisteren kan,
verzonken in zijn eigen draaikolk.

4.5.11

Multitalige alliteraties - een wetenschappelijke exploratie

Deel 1 - De Discipline der Biologie
Schijtende Schapen
Shitting Sheep
Scheissende Schafe
Merde-Moutons